It takes work

They say it takes work to get better.
Each day is another blessing to change but why is it hard not to make the same mistakes.
Its like my brain is wired to do the same but fuck I wana change.
I always say you need the tools in order to be successful but what excuse do you have when you get them
Stagnant and stuck on repeat. I can't seem to follow my own advice sometimes yet I say talk is cheap. Keep it pushing keep going forward and all that jazz.
But when I look inside I find that's not exactly who I am. I make mistakes and learn and grow but I stuck to learning how to love myself and built a new code the old shit got old I was tired of not being in control I'm way to good not to be good rite. But ima let you know this shit is a fight at times you wana give up and just don't feel rite but to me at least the way I see things it's all preparing you for greater things