Lost

I feel as though the world has shattered rite before my eyes?

I'm glad I can still put one foot infront of the other but it seems as though there are bags of sand weighing down each step.

The wind whistles past and I can hear a thousand voices whispering demise in my ear.

I know all will be okay as the sun shines down on my cold dark world.

I miss my grandmother's voice and the memories of us sharing laughter as they start to fade away I grasp onto the little wisps trying to hold onto what little I have left.

But I know it will all be okay 

Help me god I ask as I fly among the winds and flow amongst the water I know I will be alright! 

Dear grandma

As the ocean rises and the sun sets
I will remember you blessed me with these high cheek bones and those funny jokes
They will stick with us all
As you stroked and caressed our hair with a love so tender no one else knows
I'll remember your strength as we ride the waves of life knowing your pain allowed us to strive
Your a blessing beyond what words can say
Dear grandma you saved me from myself everyday
A light in a world full of darkness
Those kind words and funny ways
My Indian blood runs deep to my bones literally was given your high cheek bones
As life comes and it goes know your words have been sewn into our souls
Your legacy shall live on forever a piece of you in every endeavor
No need to worry we got you grandma
I promise I will give my family those fancy hoorahs
As you watch from above and egg us all on
I promise struggle will not last much longer
Jungles full of life instilled in our souls
Will laugh and cry and tell your stories as we get old
Your a strength a light  a blessing all in one
From a first joint to yeah get it on
Your a dance a boogie well in ow so much pain still you decided to take on everyone else's pain
You are  phenomenal I just wanted you to know you saved a young boy from being on death row
So let's row your boat straight to heavens doors
I'll watch the waves and know its your roar
Forever grandma you'll live in our hearts
Remember you created lions not sharks
I love you grandma we all do for you in love and peace !