Whyyyyy???

Sometimes you just wonder, wonder why, wonder where, wonder when your life took a  turn and now you sit here wondering where all your friends and family where your life went. I sit here and wonder that as I watch TV alone or walk to the store alone why I guess it's a question I've always asked myself, why I'm not sure there will ever be an answer to the why I feel there will always be a why in my life because the answers and the causes are infinite. I think what allowed me to be okay with the why of life is knowing there's millions of others searching for answers to the same question in it ever changing form and meaning. Point is your not alone we are not alone sometimes we are just with ourselves.

Childhood dreams +

Childhood dreams so pure a world without hate or fear a childhood dream so pure society's definition and cure I hope one day me and my people wont be criticized for being gay a world were we lift each other up instead of providing each other pain it's okay they say its okay but why cant we be different instead of the same I'm told I have to be and look a certain way but to me that's not okay I'm constantly evolving and changing rearranging my brain taught to live a certain way my life is suppose to follow a chain I'm tired of being shackled it's time to break free society's definition just doesn't fit me 4 walls weren't meant for human beings just let me be me you'll see it's okay to learn grow and walk your own walk child dreams so pure and hate free I'm ready to see life the other side of things the finer things not talking about diamonds and rings I'm talking about good memories the kind you look back on and smile while you think, everyone has a dream craves the finer things it's time to exist and not just be, open your mind I'm sure you'll find that life holds what was once unseen so please stop being blind live with an open mind it's time let your childhood dreams come alive