Judgment

Find myself in the face of other's.

Judged deep down under I find myself.

But is it okay too be me with all these doubts.

Judged for every move that I make.

This pain inside I can't seem to take.

Mind full of other's thoughts.

Make a move well other's watch.

Alone but really not alone.

Judge myself it's not okay.

Ow god wont you take my judge away.

clouded mind.

My mind clouded with thoughts of fear.
Take my time I will get there.
Lost between the heart and soul.
My mind seeks to take control.
Angles touch so nice and warm.
Why does my angel have big horns.
Caught between now and then.
Cross the stitch born again.
No longer controlled by fear and pain.
Stress overrides gratitude in what I've gained.
I know sometimes things change.
Happiness is on it's way.
Find exactly what you need too do.
No need dont have a clue.
I guess each experience is met to last melt and form or break the glass.
It's time to change and find myself no need for all those doubts.

what if ?

Sometimes we fall short.
Sometimes we are rite were we are suppose to be.
Suppose we hurt those we love.
Suppose they do the same thing.
In life there's a lot of what if's.
Today I choose to live for me.
There will always be sometimes a what if a what could be.
Make the best of what you have choose to put yourself first.
Without you to love yourself you'll try and love but only cause hurt.
Today you should choose to find your path your never too old its never too late to change your future instead of be stuck in the past.
There is so much love to give and get back.
Open your arms I promise you will get a gift back.
Today treat yourself to something great because that's what you are even when you make mistakes your a gift worth the love you deserve not a slap in the face or fowl words.

2020

A new year a new me they say I say my mind says ?!

But really is it true?

It is I feel my pulse vibrating as I manifest and think about all the good one year has already done for me !

2020 is my year I manifested that at least.

25 years old I said my dreams would come true and here I am in 2020 about to be 25 hos ironic how I feel.

Floating yet my past continues to try and haunt me.

Dreams shall come true manifested it long time ago.

But yet why do I feel like something is missing something important.

I guess the months and days will only tell.

Work my ass off now is all I can do.

Let's go 2020 is our year its the world's years it's time to make dreams into reality.

Sorry for my blob of words I guess I just needed to share it with the world.