Why Run?

For real… it seems like the world only cares after suffering happens, why not before…? I feel like everyone just wants to settle a score.
Not me I want more. I have sex they call me a whore. The whole time they are doing the same thing well im in pain laid out on the floor. See people always expect more. More from you then from themselves. I don't wana stay in poverty don't fill my head with doubts. I'm one of those people that appreciates the life you have now why would I wait till you die to say I love you out loud im young maybe naive but not dumb why would I run from happiness and love I feel as though I live in pain when there's happiness I run how fun. The same cycle the same excuse I've used the same poor me but what about poor you. I've acted a full thinking pain was cool but that's not me anymore im no longer that foo