Toxic love

 Love it’s a crazy thing.

Sometimes I get lost and can’t seem to see.

Happiness seems to evade me constantly stuck in a past misery.

Moving forward but can’t seem to see this toxic love rite in front of me.

It took me time to find my way after every second after my heart breaks. 

Stuck on my mind, I can't find the time to distract myself enough.

You were different like a breath of fresh air.

But inside me my trauma did not care.

It pushed and tugged.

Until you were done.

Now inside I feel so wrong.

This toxic love for me drunk asf stumbling through life as though I don’t give a fuck.

I thought I found you.

You were the one.

But I guess a thug was never meant to find love.

I’m toxic and robbed him of his inner peace.

Sometimes pain doesn’t allow me to see.

Can’t seem to breathe.

I miss your touch.

For you I may not give a fuck.

I guess I’m stuck on this toxic love .

Get me high and be my drug.