Lonely

So lonely.
Can't really open up So nobody know me
Society got straight men So controlling. Even my people think I owe them. Confused about the outcome of my relationships. I do it all just to take their hits. I guess this shits a hit or miss I mean we all be dealing with shit.
So Lonely can't really open up so nobody know me. Society got straight men So controlling
Yall don't own me. I was set up to be lonely. I struggle with my inner demons on a daily. Start seeing shit maybe act out remain lonely.
Crazy part about it all is they don't own me they don't really know me they just base their perception of me off an old homie so controlling. Suck the good out of me like an omen. Felt like giving up but then I looked in the mirror and thought I owe him. A good life one where we are living rite no need to fist fit not even lip fight. Put the shit in ice be nice. Live life. See shit gets lonely but at the same time it allows me to get to know me once you love yourself you aren't so lonely. I laugh as they try and control me. Only person I owe is me. Take a daily step back and say fuck the beef. To me talk isn't cheap you can ruin life's and create misery or you can say one word and give some one the courage to truly be
Themselves without a doubt so fuck lonely especially if they don't want tp get to know me they just don't act rite cuz they got their own insecurities but don't trip I see you not all the stupid things.
People like to say. Bow my head and pray that one day I can love myself enough to attract who I need and not who I want.