let me love you please!

Let me love you in ways I couldn't even love myself.
Let me give you reassurance when your heads filled with self doubt.
Yeah im sorry I've been smoking this loud im still too proud to admit that I want you. Let me love you in ways I couldn't envision loving myself.
I swear this world needs to figure it out.
Young gay and brown still trying to figure it all out.
Lost in this world who chooses to not love themselves.
Fuck hold up let me figure this out.
See I want you to let me love you but that also means I need to love myself.
Still holding onto passed shit I swear my inner demons won't let me breath.( take a breath).
Baby boy what's next. I swear it feels like I got you at my worst. Your always at your best.
Get the check. Make love through sex. I sit their and play with the hairs on your chest. You outline my tattoos. And ask what's next. So lost in love. Please let me love you like a thug. I promise I'll never give up but can I expect the same. I guess expectations change revamp my brain emotional they say I'm insane. Change some thangs. Rearrange the way I treat myself I'm asking you to let me love you but I really need to love myself. Society got my head filled with insecurities and doubts smoke to deal with the pain. Baby won't just hear me out. I want tp give you diamonds and memories. Let me love you the way you love your things. Breathe all eyes on me. Friendly and loving I guess it's time for me to love me. Take off my diamond ring slowly our love fades can't you see I wanted you to let me love you but I guess you didn't love me the same. Fuck it just let me breath im sure I'll figure it out I see. That in order to let me love you i have to love myself. Take a beat. See this emotions I own it can't control shit guess I have to stay focused this shit seems so hopeless. Got too high didn't even noticed. Fuckkkk how can I stay focused when I'm one of those hopeless romantics. I feel like my tapes jamming. All my favorite places hold the memories of our past and I'm like an addict revisit them but it seems like I can't have it I mean the real thing at least just distant memories I wanted you to see let me love you please....... see I told you and I even told myself that in order to let me love you I need to love myself.. Hold up baby please just hear me out I know I'm high you are too we've been smoking loud but I don't want to loose you because I'm to proud I also got tp say this I don't want to loose myself. I want you to let me love you lets figure this out I means we are kings and things but I feel like sometimes you can't see that you are great with or without me and I mean I guess the same goes for me. Let me figure this out let me learn how to love myself and maybe I can show you what loves all about