Friday, April 8, 2022

loosing myself the poem

This life I live is full of winding roads.
I've lost myself been on the go.
I try and hold on don't wana loose control.
Loosing myself ever so slow.
This shit hits deep im searching for diamonds but I really gotta dig deep.
I really really been in zone trying to claim this throne but I feel so alone I don't wana loose myself I don't wana loose  control.
Holding on feel so wrong do ever fill this lonely. God fill me hope please I don't loose my way.
I feel myself loosing control a little bit each day. My minds just on some different waves I just don't think the same. I know things change but im feeling like I'm loosing myself . God please help me through because I don't wana loose my way. No I won't loose myself today.
No not today. I'm not trying to escape so many people trying to chase a euphoria they'll never get again. I keep going I go ham. So lost in thought so lost in my head insecurities want me dead chasing a different kind of perspective I'm so tired of loosing so tired of not doing it because of these doubts. Man fuck I wana scream out loud just rite now. I'm done with loosing myself.

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