Bodily Urges

Bodily urges
Can't bottle these urges
Used like a peace of meat do I really deserve this
Maybe deep down I feel worth less
Trying to feel this empty abyss
Work everyday on this self love shit
Throw it down the drain for some raw dick
Can't seem to find myself hold up this will take a minute
My bodily urges got my body hurting.
This uncomfortable feelings isn't worth it.
But dam these urges..
They overwhelm my thought process got me doing things I normally would not and it's all just apart of life rite.
Why do my bodily urges got me hurting my body instead of treating it rite I fight these urges yeah I deserve to be worth it we all deserve it. This some upserd shit having to fight against myself we don't deserve this.