On the Cusp

On the cusp of something new.
I've been staring in the mirror asking who's this foo.
Don't yet know   don't  have a clue.
It's been years in the making.
True.
Lots of pain, mistakes growth than change.
Sometimes felt like giving up but they can't tame the inner.beast that's inside eyeing me denying me any chance to be stagnant.
I'm rampant when it comes to growth.
I swear my hustle is no joke.
Just months ago I couldn't get the words out didn't know how to clear my throat.
I made a decision I was tired of being poked.
See fate is no joke.
I always said I'm living on borrowed time and that's a no go.
It has a deeper meaning though.
See when you live life as though your on death row you find gratitude in the shit people look over they just don't know.
It takes one day to change your fate one decision one take. So each decision I chose to change my fate. On the cusp of soemthing new I went from lack of self love to dam you really grew truth is yeah I must admit I never thought I'd be this person always talked my shit I was my biggest critic yet I kept moving forward and slowly that inner pain diminished I turned all my negatives into winning this next chapter is going to be one for the books all this happiness and success got me shook but I know what's next it's all worth it because me and my people are the ones that deserve this.